Who: Nemahsis (Nemah Hasan)
Appears like: Kate Bush, Sarah Harmer, Feist
Important spins: colored concrete; what if i took it off for you?; stick of gum; i wanna be your proper hand.
Most up-to-date album: Verbathim, (Sept. 2024)
Most up-to-date single: workforce (Oct., 2025)
Subsequent: Headlines SPIN Canada journal launch at NXNE, Solar. June 14, SOUNDSTAGE, W Resort, 90 Bloor St. E., sixth ground; new album within the fall
Rising up as a Muslim lady in largely white Milton, ON, within the 2000s, mega-talented Palestinian-Canadian singer-songwriter Nemahsis (born Nemah Hasan) was used to being bullied, used to being an outsider, a “weirdo,” a lot in order that her immigrant mother and father forbade her to put on a hajib to keep away from additional bullying — she did so anyway, in secret. What she didn’t count on was that her songs about being the “different” would join her with an enormous inhabitants of fellow “weirdos” worldwide.
Maybe it wasn’t apparent to imagine that her deeply private, fantastically sung songs about isolation and alienation and her experiences as a younger Muslim lady would join with a world of “outsiders,” particularly among the many LGBTQ+ group, however Nemahsis realized that in telling her story, she gave voice to many different “unvoiced” people who abruptly felt much less alone listening to her songs.
Alongside the way in which, she gained thousands and thousands of followers, together with Stevie Marvel and Elton John, and she or he set a JUNO award document receiving three nominations as an rising artist in 2025, choosing up Breakthrough Artist of the Yr and Various Album of the 12 months for her 2024 debut launch, Verbathim. Marvel even attended her first ever present in Los Angeles in 2023 and got here backstage to inform her how a lot her music meant to him, particularly her tune what if i took it off for you? They’ve stayed in contact ever since.
Picture: Norman Wong
Talking with SPIN on the new SOUNDSTAGE venue in Toronto’s W Resort, the place she is going to carry out at NXNE as a part of the SPIN Canada launch on Sunday, June 14, Nemahsis explains, “My story and my narrative was by no means shared earlier than, so I believed it was only a ‘me’ expertise, a ‘me’ downside. ‘Oh, pity me, love me as a result of I don’t love myself as a result of no one loves me.’
“However seeing the motion and seeing how many individuals resonate with my music, even individuals who don’t put on the hijab — simply folks with id points or ostracization, being the weirdo, the freak or the outcast — seeing these folks join with me, I write solely in another way now. I don’t suppose I’m in a position to write ‘you/me’ anymore; now I write very ‘we.’”
And the songs Nemahsis writes are intimate and deeply private however have by some means confirmed common. Her wealthy mild voice powers songs harking back to Kate Bush, Sarah Harmer and Feist, although a feistier Feist. She doesn’t create loud, revolutionary bangers however conducts her revolution by means of illustration, creating intimate songs exploring points typically not raised in mainstream music. Songs like what if i took it off for you?, about eradicating her hijab and a lot extra, which caught Marvel’s consideration and i’m not gonna kill you, about folks being intimidated by her look, which Elton John featured on his radio present.
Breaking into an nearly ever-present smile, Nemahsis says, “I can’t assist however be ‘we.’ There’s a military behind me. There are those who I’m talking on behalf of, whether or not it’s politically, truthfully, in each approach form or type. It’s not me alone anymore.
“I’ve all the time checked out pop songs and questioned how do they generalize it to the world when my experiences are so particular? However I discovered a strategy to generalize it as a result of I’m not talking to 1 particular person or two folks now; there’s a complete bunch of individuals. Seeing what if i took it off for you? join with folks with id points, like transitioning points, all of these items. It’s not nearly hijab, however on the time I didn’t understand that. I didn’t know how you can join hijab an id with different experiences that weren’t my very own. However by means of my followers and thru my listeners and thru the DMs that I get and the messages and the speaking to folks after exhibits, seeing them look nothing like me however listening to them say the identical issues and experiencing the very same issues after they don’t put on hijab was one of the vital eye-opening issues — the place I can write these issues and make it a common factor on the radio and anybody will interpret it.”
However Nemahsis didn’t all the time really feel so linked.
“I believe each second of my life has constructed me as much as turn out to be who I’m at present. I used to be hated for 20 years of my life after which, out of nowhere, lots of people actually like me,” she chuckles.
Nemahsis stays strategic and thoroughly determines how she presents herself to the world.
“I understand how to be on stage. I additionally know how you can work the rooms once I’m not. I do my analysis earlier than I attend occasions and I do know when to put on hijab, when to put on a turban-style hijab, when to put on a hat that covers most of my hijab. And when to put on a hood. I understand how to manoeuvre in rooms as a survival mechanism.”
Immediately, Nemahsis stylishly wears a darkish brown scarf on her head with giant earrings and discreet make-up for a pure vibe.
She says she wrote what if i took it off for you? as a woman pondering that “you both wore hijab and didn’t get any alternatives, otherwise you took it off and acquired the alternatives you deserve.”
“However I discovered a center floor: You can also make it seem like you don’t put on hijab however nonetheless be modest and put on a hood with earrings and no one’s even going to inform — they only suppose you’re contemporary, you’re trendy. They usually received’t discover till they appear you up the following day, and by then they’ve already realized they appreciated me.
“My reality is modesty. My reality is overlaying my hair personally as a result of it’s vital to me. However I believe that’s an efficient device to put on it no matter approach I must, to outlive. I believe that I personally love carrying it the standard approach, I really feel the prettiest, I really feel the best. I really feel the freshest. However it’s not an ideal world and I’ve to play good. So, I do what I can. I’m going to do what I would like in no matter rooms I must be in, how I must be. Whether or not it’s a hat, whether or not it’s a hijab, whether or not it’s a hood. After which later once I’m large enough and I promote out sufficient rooms, you’ll solely see me in a hijab,” she chuckles.
As just a little lady in Milton, her mother and father had already skilled her older sisters getting bullied for carrying hijabs, so that they agreed to allow them to cease carrying them. Then they forbade their younger sister from carrying one.
“I used to be additionally actually bullied, and I had plenty of points at school. I used to be very introverted and didn’t actually speak to folks and stuff. My mother and father had been identical to, ‘It’s going to make your life tougher, and also you already don’t have any mates. No one desires to hang around with you.’ I noticed it as a type of protest.”
She was 9 years outdated and after leaving residence for varsity and not using a hijab, she would put one on earlier than getting on the college bus — day by day.
“As you possibly can inform, I’ve had this hearth in me from the beginning. I believed, ‘They don’t like me anyway.’ And I put it on a 12 months or two after 9/11. I used to be identical to, ‘They already don’t like us, they don’t like me. No one desires to be my buddy, so I’d as effectively simply make them hate me extra.’ I acquired addicted to creating folks not like me extra. I acquired hooked on the concept of being invisible and never being appreciated. Would possibly as effectively do what I wish to do. And I needed to put on the hijab, and I sort of cherished scary.
“After some time, the college referred to as my mom they usually mentioned, ‘We’ve seen such an enchancment in Nemah’s social abilities; she’s speaking to folks, she’s doing group tasks, she’s studying out loud.’ I used to be very mute as a child; I didn’t speak a lot. ‘And she or he’s participating with folks; she’s making folks snort. At first when she confirmed up a pair weeks in the past with the headband on, we had been fearful.’
Picture: Norman Wong
“Then they realized as the times went on that there was part of my character that began shining that didn’t exist earlier than that.”
Her mother performed alongside, pretending she knew in regards to the hijab on the time and later having a dialog together with her daughter. Nemhasis shared a journal she was holding about her hijab journey.
“She noticed that I had written how I felt like I took away one thing in order that I might put one thing else ahead. I took away my bodily look in order that I can put my character in entrance of individuals and let that talk for me. And in the long run, I began making mates after that. I used to be nonetheless bullied for hijab and there was plenty of Islamophobia, however it was all the time, ‘Oh my God, you’re so humorous. You’re so proficient, however, you already know, my mother and father… you possibly can’t come to my birthday.’ I didn’t care. I used to be simply comfortable to understand that I used to be likable.
“I believe I additionally carried that into turning into an grownup, desirous to turn out to be an artist. I do know I’m proficient. I do know I’ve so much to say, however my hijab will cease me as a result of I by no means acquired the invitations to the birthday events to issues like that. Or I wasn’t allowed to publicly be folks’s mates, however I knew that I used to be sufficient to be that buddy if I wasn’t carrying hijab. I seen that folks had been okay with hijab a bit extra by the 2020s.”
I attended the primary of Nemahsis’s two unbelievable exhibits on the Danforth Music Corridor on Feb. 18, 2025. It was a shocking present made all of the extra unbelievable contemplating she has solely performed reside round two dozen occasions. I observe how highly effective it was to see so many younger girls in hijabs having the most effective time at her present — and what number of appeared to be her long-time mates. Seems they had been simply followers, however she will’t resist greeting them from the stage like outdated mates.
“My exhibits are lots of people’s first concert events,” she says. “Not essentially as a result of they love me, however music is such a taboo matter inside the Muslim group. If you go to church, there’s singing, there’s choirs. Our mosques are very quiet. You’re not supposed to talk an excessive amount of. You’re imagined to meditate and pray. Holiness is linked to silence and meditation. Asking your mother and father to go to a live performance is one thing that you just wouldn’t even actually attempt to do. However I believe for the primary time, they may present an image to their mother and father and be like, that is what I’m going to go take heed to. And for his or her mother and father, I’m just like the gateway to music for Muslim girls or hijabi girls; it’s the primary time they get to method the concept of ripping the band-aid off about music and celebrating that.
“I’d say for a minimum of 30, 40 per cent of my present, it’s the primary present they’ve ever been to. After which I get DMs being like, ‘OMG, I’ve been to 3 exhibits since’; it modified their life. And it’s not essentially as a result of it was the most effective present they’ve ever seen, however I used to be the proper gateway transition to normalizing music, and I assume concert events, to a Muslim household.
“I didn’t go to my first live performance till I used to be like 19. I’d by no means seen a present reside, nothing. And I didn’t inform my dad. I simply mentioned I used to be in school and I purchased the ticket. It feels good to know that persons are experiencing music a bit earlier on than I did.”
And that first present was?
“Marina and The Diamonds at Echo Seashore. I believe 2014 possibly. it was an incredible present. I’ll always remember it. It was pouring rain. It was so good.”
For all of the momentum Nemahsis seems to have, she is aware of it could cease abruptly, which it did on Oct. 7, 2023, when the struggle between Hamas and Israel started. She was dropped by her document label that day, all of her help disappeared with solely her supervisor sticking together with her and all of the anti-Muslim hate she had skilled after 9/11 was again.
“Along with the disaster taking place in your homeland, it felt like center college yet again. It felt like 9/11. It felt like once I first placed on the hijab. It felt like all the things compiled into one.
“I keep in mind once I discovered that my label dropped me, and no one was working with me anymore, and folks weren’t following me. I stored laughing as a result of I’m hooked on being the issue. My supervisor was asking, ‘Why are you laughing proper now? This can be a large downside.’ It was severe, and I used to be laughing and crying, laughing on the telephone. And he thought I had a psychological breakdown,” says Nemahsis chuckling, as if to show her level. “To be trustworthy, mentally, I used to be not doing effectively. It was in all probability extra the weeks after that. However I used to be laughing that nothing modified, It’s nonetheless 2001. It’s nonetheless 2003, no matter. And I used to be a idiot to suppose that something actually modified. I believe going into this new section of my life and shifting ahead, I’ve completely no hope for humanity. Anybody can activate you at any level. And that’s why I do know I’m extra hated than cherished, and I’m completely okay with that,” and she or he laughs once more.
“I’m a villain in lots of people’s tales, and it’s wonderful. A hooded villain,” says Nemahsis with a smile that ought to have the ability to disarm any hateful vibe.
But, minutes later, Nemahsis, who oozes positivity says, “I’ve much more hope now, however I believe that hope is harmful. So, I can’t lean into it an excessive amount of. Particularly as a result of hope is the very factor that I had earlier than Oct. 7, and the rug was ripped from below. I’ll by no means have that a lot consolation once more in society. I’d be a idiot. I’m actually comfortable day by day I scroll and I see another person talking on behalf of us in order that we don’t should do all the things. And I really feel a bit hopeful. However on the identical time, for my very own sanity and all the things, I maintain it life like. That crash actually messed me up. I’m not even the identical particular person. My God, I’m by no means going to be the identical particular person once more. By no means.
“To see one thing so apparent — you’re seeing genocide and to be screaming genocide from the rooftops — and never solely are you being silenced, however persons are like ‘Freak, freak, freak. Not actual, not actual.’ You’re simply being gaslit for 2 plus years and for the entire narrative to change two years later and folks saying precisely what I used to be saying and what everybody was saying, prefer it’s been apparent and everybody’s identified about — it’s actually bizarre.”
Nemahsis’s songs categorical private politics by means of intimate storytelling, not revolutionary anthems. Revolution by means of illustration: seeing a proficient lady in a hijab, hoodies and extra rocking any stage continues to be a giant assertion in itself.
At her excellent Danforth present final 12 months, Nemahsis didn’t make speeches, however on the finish of her present, she briefly rushed off stage, returned and wrapped herself in a flag of Palestine, like an athlete who had simply received a gold medal.
“That was actually enjoyable,” she says, the smile returning, but once more. “That was spontaneous. I didn’t consider that concept till simply after all the things. I used to be pondering, ‘I don’t actually wish to have a speech. I simply wish to present the place I stand and what I do.’ However I additionally needed it to not make me really feel wired, or I didn’t need take into consideration what I’ve to say and stuff. I used to be simply pondering, ‘How do I incorporate it into the set in a protesting approach?’”
Sitting within the crowd that evening with a smile as large as Nemahsis’s? Her proud, hijab-wearing mom, Saud Hasan.
“She was so comfortable,” says Nemahsis beaming recalling this full circle second.
Regardless of the nightmares she has confronted alongside the way in which, Nemahsis stays a dreamer.
I ask her what her good present would seem like and, eyes rising greater, she says, “I’d have set design, I’d have choreography. I like dancing. I’m additionally being life like so I might obtain it. Possibly an outfit change or one thing, that’d be cool. I believe that will stimulate me sufficient to really feel like, ‘ooh, enjoyable’ “.
As Nemahsis’s private tales achieve momentum and new listeners hear her songs that may really feel like confessions shared from a brand new buddy, we’re sure she is going to get that large stage she is dreaming of.
Picture: Norman Wong
